I’m jealous and insecure. I hate the thought of my bf talking and laughing with other girls. I hate that he’ll text other girls and send them long paragraphs or emojis and with me, he’ll leave me on seen. We’re going through a rough patch rn and I always think he’s going to leave me for another girl. Or he’s going to try something with another girl.

But he’s been nothing but faithful to me. He’s helping me look into getting an apartment together, he tells me he can’t wait to marry me, he says I’m beautiful and sexy...so why am I ruining this relationship with my thoughts and feelings? Why can’t I just be okay with him talking to other girls? What’s wrong with me?