This can’t be happening 😭😭😭


We are/were expecting our rainbow baby in April. I’m scheduled for my initial appointment tomorrow morning and this evening while I was finishing up my work day I had some sudden abdominal and rectal pain which I thought was just bad gas and when I went to the bathroom there was bright right vaginal bleeding. My doctor’s office couldn’t see me as it was too late in the day and they were about done seeing patients so I went and had hcg levels drawn and will be seen tomorrow as scheduled. So now the waiting game begins. I’ve passed some clots as well. I’m praying for the best but prepared for the worse. I guess we must be meant to have our rainbow at another time.