i hate that i had sex. i thought i was so ready for it & to get it over with & i was drunk and decided to hook up with this guy. he didn’t wear a condom & im not on the pill or any protection. he pulled out but i just HATE that this was the decision i made. i wish i never never did that. now i’m scared to go to the doctor & they are suddenly going to say hey you’re pregnant. i’ve gotten my period every month since having sex but i still don’t feel well? i just really want to move past this and i can’t.