Scared to try VBAC

I am currently pregnant with my 4th baby. My first two were normal vaginal delivery ( 2nd baby was induced due to High Blood pressure) my 3rd was an emergency c section due to his heart rate dropped really fast and was also induced due to my blood pressure. My current Dr said I can try to do VBAC with this current pregnant and he explained all the risks as well but I am so scared to try it but don’t want to have another c section as well! I have 2 toddlers and I know the recovery will sucks big time!!!! Anyone had a successful vbac 18 months postpartum?????