6 weeks pp hemorrhoids

Sooo I am just about 6 weeks pp and I had god AWFUL hemorrhoids after birth they were seriously giant. Anyways, they were numb the first week, second week very painful, 3rd week extremely itch, and since the 4th week I’ve felt completely normal but if I look at my ass my butthole does not look normal still 🙈 anybody experience this and it did go back to normal?! & how long did it take?