Worthless

I’m feeling more and more worthless by the day. I’m losing all hope and I don’t know what to do anymore. I’m completely alone and even my family makes me feel useless and stupid all the time. I’m 23, I should be past this stage of my life where I’m constantly depressed. My biggest hope for the future was to fall in love, become an author, and be happy. At this point from everything I’ve gone through I don’t even believe in love anymore, or at least I don’t believe anyone could fall in love with me, or that I could ever deserve to be happy.