Urghhhh I don’t know what to do

So me and my husband have an 11 month old and decided to start trying for baby number 2 this was a mutual agreement. Tonight I found out he was watching porn again after having an issue with it before and it ruining our sex life as he preferred the porn to me. I now feel like I’ve lost all body confidence I had and feel like I don’t pleasure him again now I’m scared to even I have in sex especially because After having an argument about the porn he accused me of trapping him by having another baby. I’m really confused because it was a mutual decision and were married how can I be trapping him I don’t know what to do now? We haven’t even been trying a month and we’ve barely had Alex how can I be trapping him ?Should I go back on my birth control? I just don’t know what to do or say to him