Broken

Went to hear my babies heartbeat at 15 weeks on Wednesday only to hear those words. I can’t find it. Let’s do an ultra sound and not panic. Ultra sound confirmed no fetal heart. He stopped at 13 weeks 5 days. I just had my d & e yesterday and I feel absolutely empty. I have to be strong because I have a 2.5 year old. How do you heal from this? Has a anyone gone on and had another child. I don’t even want to see anyone. We just told family on Sunday because I wanted to be in the “safe zone” 😭