I’m over it

please no negative comments.

I appreciate I can make my little people and be healthy and stuff but I need to rant!

My pelvic floor muscles suck. I have varicose veins in my vag so it swells the lips. Do you know how hard to pee it is with a swollen set of lips? VERY!!!

Also I’m tired of shitting my pants without feeling the poop cue.

Heating pads don’t help. Showers don’t help. Baths don’t help. Rubbing my back only helps as long as the person does it and my boyfriend does it for five minutes barely and falls asleep!!

Braxton Hicks all fucking day long even when I’ve done everything I can. I am miserable and can’t stand myself. I cry nightly. Did I mention the discharge is unreal? Lost some mucus plug already 💆🏻‍♀️

My skin is itchy bc eczema and pregnancy don’t feel good at 8 months pregnant. When I shit I cramp in my lower belly. Which is every night 😤. This is my LAST baby! I am SO READY TO BE DONE!!!!! The doctor thinks I’ll go at 36 weeks (at 31 I’m measuring 35!) and frankly I’m fine with that, as all my babies come early anyway around that mark and are fine.

I don’t know how much more pain I can withstand.

Thanks for listening.