Losing my baby.

I lost my baby in February , and this week was supposed to be my due date, I keep seeing cute nursery rooms , and people posting gender reveals and it’s just got me so so so down. It’s hard to keep going at the moment but im hoping to get myself back up and hopefully have the heart to try again someday. It’s been difficult to say the least. But I’ll keep going and keep praying and one day find the strength to keep trying to have a baby, but for now I’ll just try to make this week a good one. Smalls steps for me.