Losing my shit rant

Does anybody else husband try to ruin everything good that happens to you. It’s like whenever something good happens somthing goes wrong with him . I feel like he tries to hold me back from everything. Now it’s my birthday my parents are trying to take us all out to dinner I’m trying to get ready and he’s just sitting here crying saying he’s depressed then I ask him to talk to me about it then said he’s not depressed but won’t talk to me . Like I don’t got all day to sit here dude. I’m trying to get myself ready and our 4month baby that he’s refusing to hold while I pump and put on makeup . I’m ready to say fuck everything and call it a night at this point. Like I’m suffering from ppd myself dude from the dramatic traumatize you put me through when I was pregnant 😂😂 like I’m fr about to have a mental breakdown..