Help:)))

I’m a 17 year old girl and I’ve never had a boyfriend/ girlfriend. I don’t even know my sexual orientation yet. And here’s the thing; IDK HOW TO HAVE A boyfriend/girlfriend. please don’t laugh at me >•<

Like, I’ve experienced love but I was never in a relationship. I can’t even imagine being in a relationship with someone. How does this “thing” happen?? Like, you just fall in love and decide to be together for a while or more? Well I can’t imaging being in a relationship with my crush(I don’t have any yet) or being loved by him/her. LOL.

It’s actually sad though:]