Chemical pregnancy

Hi I had a chemical pregnancy June 29th. Only knew about it for five days. I was 5weeks and 5 days. Ever since I have really been through a rough patch. I can’t seem to get over it and I am laying at night and mornings crying about it or crying at work because of random anxiety about it just hits me, and I can barely get on social media because of course, every women is pregnant around me or had just given birth. I was due March 28 2020 on my moms birthday. I’m not doing well but I feel like everyone wants me to be over it. It’s literally been over a month. I’m not sure what to do.