Why won’t she get out 😫

I’m so frustrated. It’s now the night of 40+5, so I’ll be 40+6 tomorrow and every single day I’m just putting my life on hold waiting for this baby to make her mind up and get out. Do I buy groceries or not because I might be going to stay in hospital any second?

Do I make plans for the end of the week because I might be out of hospital or will I STILL be pregnant then?

Every morning I’m hopeful and every evening I’m so mad. It’s never going to happen 😑😩😩

(I know it will happen and she’ll come when she’s ready. Just need to rant because of how frustrating the wait is)