Wishful thinking or do you see it too? UPDATE

Can someone tell me if I’m too hopeful or if they see this very faint line too. I know first thing in the morning is best and to wait until your first missed period but I’m roughly 6 days away from when I’m supposed to start and I’m impatient. Or is it normal to barely see that line??? I’ve taken pregnancy tests that were negative before and didn’t see even the slightest line but maybe my eyes are playing trick on me here lol. Please don’t mind the ugly nails

I took another and got this