Adjusting to my new body..

I started hysterically crying just now because my stretch marks make me feel like crap. They are getting so bad ( you can’t see it in the picture ) that it’s turning red now .. I feel so insecure .. I was never the type to show off my body like that but I don’t want my boyfriend to look at me in disgust.. he is being as supportive as he can an tells me “ I didn’t want to be with you for your stomach I wanted you because how you look an I thought you were just cool“ which made me feel good I guess .. but it’s the fact that I feel like he is just saying that.. I just don’t believe what he is saying. I hope I can continue to love myself an adjust to this new look it’s just sooo overwhelming for me.. I’m not use to this .. I just needed to vent what’s on my mind.. can anyone relate?