“Female viagra”?

When I was on birth control I was really depressed and had a very low sex drive so I got off it, and now things haven’t really gotten any better. I never want to have sex with my boyfriend, we used to have sex all the time and now we can go weeks without doing it, and when we do it’s like I tense up right before he goes in and we legit stay in one boring position having sex for only like 2 minutes cuz it just doesn’t feel good to me it’s like I’m scared for it to hurt. Even when we kiss it’s just like “ew” to me and idk why. And it’s not him or anything because I want to want to I just don’t right now. After we have sex I even bleed a very tiny light pink bit when I wipe I think from tensing up during the sex. I wanted to ask if anyone had a similar problem and has used the new female viagra pills? I will talk to my doctor first of course to get a prescription for them, but I wanted to know anyone’s experience using them if they help with wanting to have sex again?