Trying to cope

I’m honestly so lost. I had my baby boy 4 days ago at 34 weeks exactly so he’s been having to stay in nicu. Every time I ask if they have any type of idea when he’ll be discharged they say “there no telling, that’s completely up to him.” It’s so hard to stay strong and positive when all I want is to have him with me already. I don’t care if he’s in there for another month or so, i just want to at least have something to look forward to. I need reassurance that he’ll be home with me soon. 😞