Horrible husband

So my husband likes to make me feel like I’m an inch tall. He’s always on his phone and he’s had a problem with porn before. To the point he used it instead of sex with me. I feel like he Bully’s me a lot recently he’s always telling me I’m the woman he’s the man I should be kissing him and loving him I should worship the ground he walks on and a lot of the time this is in provoked it’s like he doesn’t see me as an equal and sees me as below him. He is always making me feel like I’m not good enough for him I go to bed broken every night and crying I’m just not sure what to do I can’t talk to family as they don’t want to know I’ve tried before I feel so alone and some days he makes me feel like I don’t even want to be around anymore.