Im so mad at myself...

...at the beginning of the month my sisters kids brought back to their house a flu bug that they’re STILL not over completely.

Her kids were on antibiotics. Out of school for a whole week.

Fast forward to Friday and Saturday last week and she’s saying her kids are “fine” and shouldn’t be contagious bc of antibiotics and all that. But she’s still posting pictures where they’re going to the doc and falling asleep in the car and not looking 100%. In the crazy of the retirement party and family in town I trusted they were ok and they clearly weren’t.

...it started Monday and it’s been a puke fest at my house. Just when they seem to get better it starts again.

They’re 3 and 16 months. They barely understand being stomach sick as it is.

Hearing them be so sad and cry all the time and especially at 3am breaks my heart. Makes me mad at myself for trusting the kids we’re ok and not watching out for my kids. Makes me mad she brought her obviously still not well kids around a ton of people and was like yeah they’re good! To play with JUST my kids on Saturday.

I’m just mad at myself and exhausted and so sad for my kids. 💔 I’m so ready for this to be over. Cuz hubs is down too and I’m just praying beyond praying my 27 week pregnant self doesn’t get it as well.

Also...any suggestions besides hand washing, sanitizing, Lysol, washing ALLLL bedding, and airing out the house!? I feel like somehow my obsessive cleaning in the last week has been all for not cuz it keeps happening!! 😭