Rant!

Hey girls!

So basically I need a rant!

Earlier this year I decided to move in with my current partner to a different county, leaving all my friends and family behind (family I wasn't too bothered about as it was a toxic relationship at times anyways) when I left them behind I decided to make friends with all my partners friends (he has a lot) so I made a bond with a select few, gave them my time when they wanted to talk, always invited them for drinks, took them out for meals etc. But whenever I said 1 thing about myself or my opinion was a bit too strong they turned on me as though our friendships didn't matter.

So now I'm left with no friends, anyway I open up to my partner and he goes "well they weren't really my friend anyways, why are you been pathetic?"

BARE IN MIND I NOW HAVE NO FRIENDS AND CUT ALL TIES WITH MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY FOR HIM!

I'm not been pathetic I'm just lonely and depressed because now I have no one and feel like I should just try and move back home and end things with him.

I've spent all morning crying because I have no one and spend most of my time looking after his family and doing things for them to then learn they've been saying things about me and trash talking me.

It's like no one really likes me and I don't understand why.