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Cinthia • Lost my sweet baby at 36 weeks. I love you Naomi. Forever and ever, you`ll always be my first perfect baby girl. :(
I'm 19 weeks tomorrow with my first baby and I'm still not completely sure that I've felt anything. I keep freaking out because I've read about silent miscarriages. I just want to feel her already. I overthink everything, and mostly spend the day worrying. I wish I didn't and could just enjoy it. But it's so hard. I just wish I look in there and check on her lol