5 little pills

All our hope lies within these 5 little pills. Started with 1 clomid 9 months ago and now we've ended up with 3 clomid and 2 femara. 5 years ttc and I'm starting to lose hope. Last night was our last day of 5-9 cycle meds, and we put ALL of our Hope, prayers, love and wishes on these 5 little pills. We start trigger shots next cycle if these dont work.

I feel drained, pissed off, and frustrated with myself and my PCOS. I think I might officially be losing my mind. It's so hard to keep up hope that maybe this is our month. It never is.