Happiness and sadness

I feel overwhelmed I am blessed with the most amazing and loving man I could ever ask for but I’m so depressed because of school and things I need to get done around the house and things just going on in my life and things to think about. There are just so many people who frustrate me and most of the time down on me and atm I feel insecure and I can’t be happy about my looks or my body nor my personality even. I want to but I just cant.If anyone needs to vent comment below and do so because it may just help you.