How to cope with ..

This morning , I woke up and went to put on clothes and stopped to cry . My boyfriend repeatedly asked what was wrong and I told him over and over he wouldn’t understand. Finally , I told him . In a society where looks really matter , I feel so unpretty . My boobs went from a 32B pre-pregnancy to a 34D and after breastfeeding, are now smaller than they were before . I have stretch marks covering them , the skin is completely saggy and I can’t fit into any bras comfortably.

I know many of you would say it’s selfish or it’s what fed my baby for over a year so I should be okay with it or even that I’m exaggerating, but the truth is , regardless of any of that I still feel the way I feel .

I need to know how to love myself again . My body and all my quirks . How to cope with these strong feelings of not feeling pretty anymore because I don’t have the body of a woman .