You know what sucks?

So my birthday is the 18th of this month &af is due on the 17th. I took a test yesterday &a bfn! I have all the symptoms of af sore nips, cramps, snappin on the hunny. I was really hoping for a bfp for my bday bt doesn't seem like it's gonna happen. I'm so sad &that means no bday sex for me. Happy effin bday to me 😔