Scare at the doctor

I went to my doctor today to talk about all the anxiety I’ve been having and the Braxton Hicks.

He was listening for the baby’s heart and couldn’t find the heart beat. He just kept hearing mine. I could feel the baby moving so I didn’t understand what was happening but I was terrified because our baby has already been diagnosed with a heart issue.

He went and got the portable ultrasound and there was his little heart beating away. It was abnormal but still beating. I almost puked when he said I can’t find the heartbeat