Man Jumped into front of a train with his daughter

I was on my way to work and found there was no train service. Found out that a man jumped in front of the train while holding his five year old daughter in order to commit suicide. The man died, and thanks to God, the girl crawled out from underneath the train with the help of strangers. I can't fathom how a father could do this, so glad shes okay.

https://www.google.com/amp/s/nypost.com/2019/09/23/dad-jumps-in-front-of-subway-train-while-holding-5-year-old-daughter/amp/