Why is this so hard...

I'm so so confused... I was recently put on progesterone then clomid. Got a positive ovulation test (digital) on the 14th, then got my blood drawn on the 19th. My progesterone level was 0.6... I feel absolutely defeated. I've been having spotting the past couple days and honestly thought I might be pregnant. Then I get that call and I feel so defeated... I was on depo for a year and a half 2 years ago and I still cant even get a period, i cant ovulate by myself OR with medication...

I honestly feel so brokenhearted 😥 we thought this might be over but I guess it's just beginning.

Does anyone have any advice?