Early induction before 30 weeks

So long story short i have a Sch, bleed daily and have false labour almost everyday, iv lost count how many times I been to hospital since 14 weeks. I'm 28 weeks now. They refuse to induce me. My cervix is still closed which is good but it's detaching my placenta. I understand baby only needs 30% of my placenta to survive but my last pregnancy my whole placenta detached due to a Sch and baby didn't make it past 20+3 weeks. Because baby is still healthy and waters haven't broke they say it's best to keep baby in and I full understand that.... But I can't go through another loss... Especially not when I (and they) could save my baby.

I want to have my baby alive and healthy. Is there any way I can induce myself so baby can come out now so she can have a good chance at life rather than risk it?

They know full well of my past pregnancy's and the outcomes and I feel like they don't care if I lose another. Im just soo scared it's going to detach my placenta and baby will be starved of oxygen and not make it... I just want my baby to have a chance.

I fully understand the risks and I know it will be hard having a premie baby, but I'd rather give her a good chance at life than take the chance away.

Please no horrible comments--I genuinly feel so lost and alone