Bittersweet

So I knew this would be my last baby because my husband doesn’t want anymore but I did want one last one (it would be our 3rd) and he said nope. We had two close together (13 months apart) so I think that’s part of what did him in lol. He had a vasectomy a little over a month ago and I secretly was hoping it didn’t take but results back and he’s sterile.... 😔 I didn’t think I would be this sad but I am. On the bright side I did get a breast lift on Monday since it was my last so I guess I can look at my youthful & perky boobs to get passed it lol. Ughhh I don’t want my babies to grow up!