TTC heartaches

Bye cycle #7 and hello cycle #8. 7 BFNs that makes my heart ache every month. We had our 1st son on our 1st try and on our honeymoon and thought we would be just as lucky.... now he is 2yo old, all my neighbors are pregnant and I’m left feeling empty and sad they will be so many years apart, jealous of everyone else and angry of my jealousy....

I know 8 months might be nothing to some but it’s been the longest 8 months for me and I’m finding it hard to see the silver lining... 😔

Thanks for reading all the way if you have...