UGGGGHHHHH😫😫

So I’m going through a break up and I’m hurting so bad, I’m also so horny my bf started to switch up on me forcing me to walk away. I mean to the point of ultimate disrespect. We were arguing and technically he was arguing because all I said was “I’m not even saying anything” he picked me up by my neck, and wasn’t apologetic. I knew it was time to hang in the towel.😔😔 I want company I feel hurt and alone and talking back to him is not even a question. He is completely out the picture. Would I be wrong or doing myself injustice to reach out to a male friend for “Company”