Depressed and failing 😢😢😢

I feel so depressed the closer November comes.

I'm 33 weeks, and my boyfriend and I live with my mom. I work only 3 days out of the week. My boyfriend works full-time.

We're struggling to save up because of school loans and credit card bills, and we only have stuff for our baby that we got from our shower.

I just want my boyfriend and I to move out. Because once my baby is born our child won't be in our room, since we're temporarily in the attic, and it's cluttered and gets dusty.

So I just feel so lost and depressed.

I feel like I'm already failing as a parent and I know everyone here is going to judge me and think I'm an awful mom.

I just need some advice. 😢😢😢