Gender disappointment...

I realize I am going to probably get a lot of hate on this... I found out I am having a baby girl, and this whole time I was dead set thinking it was going to be a boy! Husband and I both thought so very strongly, but we were wrong. I feel like a spoiled little brat. Here I am, healthy pregnancy, everything has been great, and I’m feeling “disappointed.” All while there are women out there who try for YEARS to get pregnant, spend thousands of dollars on fertility treatments, have multiple losses, etc. and I am feeling this way. I know this will just be a temporary feeling and we will be so in love with our baby girl, but this just sucks right now. I feel like a bad mother already... There’s just been this subconscious pressure to have a boy in order to carry on the family name, as my husband is the last one from the family. I know it sounds silly, but it’s the truth. My question is to those of you who may have experienced this: how long did this feeling last? I am so grateful for the fact that I have a healthy pregnancy but feel so terrible for even sharing this... just wanting to know that I am not alone, cause right now I feel that way. Thanks mommas 💕🙏