Third trimester and feeling alone

This whole pregnancy I’ve felt so alone. I’ve continued to work my full time job and it tires me out so bad but I have to stay full time in order to keep my benefits at work and I know it’ll be worth it in the end but I’m exhausted. Not only that but I’m the only one working at the moment. Not that my boyfriend only sits at home, he is in school and is currently looking for a job but I just feel like it’s only me. He tries to be supportive and he does have money saved up and still pays his part of the bills but I just don’t think he’ll ever fully understand how tired mentally and physically that I am.

But I feel so alone because literally all my friends have basically ditched me. We’re all 21 and work but I need girl time and I feel as if they purposely avoid me. When I know they have time and I have time they either ignore me or make up some excuse and then I see them on Snapchat having fun with other people. And don’t get me wrong I understand everyone else goes through things in life but it hurts when in the beginning they were all so excited for me and “ready to see the baby” and now that I really need them, they aren’t here. And anytime I try to vent to those close to me they just talk about their lives and I end up helping them with whatever they’re going through. I’ve just been nothing but depressed this whole pregnancy because I have nowhere to turn to and I feel like I haven’t gotten to enjoy my first pregnancy like I wanted.

Sorry for the long rant I just feel really down today and I’m just ready for my baby to be here in 9 weeks.