Feelings about my first miscarriage

I have to write some thoughts out because I haven’t told anyone but my husband.

I miscarried our 2nd baby at 7 weeks about 2 weeks ago. Today was the day we would’ve had our first ultrasound. I didn’t tell anybody I was pregnant yet, so I feel like I have nobody to talk to about the miscarriage. I don’t want my angel baby to just be forgotten, but I don’t want to burden people with the loss of a child they didn’t know existed. I’m conflicted and hurt and just needed to get some thoughts out of my brain. I haven’t felt like myself in 2 weeks. I don’t even know what normal is anymore.