Devastated

.. so myself and my partner decided to take the plunge and try for a baby together we both have a child from a past relationship, I’m 39 so not getting any younger .. I was over the moon when I caught pregnant on the first try, if not somewhat shocked .. Anyway after a week and 5 days of positive pregnancy tests ( I couldn’t stop testing or believing ) my pregnancy ended in a chemical one .. I’m heartbroken and gutted , I guess I should be thankful that I caught quite quickly so we’re compatible in that aspect . I’m just terrified that it’s going to happen again .. Anyway I’m not sure why I’m really posting lol , just kinda need to air my thoughts out into the big wide world , and I guess some re assuring stories from here, I’m sure I’m not alone x x x