he broke up w/ me cuz he feels like we don’t click

hey loves,

to make a long story short, about last month or so, my boyfriend said he was feeling snappy towards me (ex. me telling him to come lay down, and he would tell me he wouldn’t feel like it, little shit like that) and he didn’t know why but he said he didn’t like that cuz he feels like it could become toxic and brought up the possibility of breaking up if he continued to be that way because he doesn’t want to become toxic towards me.

fast forward to this morning, i called him and he said he wanted to talk about something but he’d rather do it tomorrow (being today cuz that’s when i see him). ofc, i was being impatient so i told him to just tell me and that’s when he said he wants to break up w/ me. i had a feeling it would come at some point but not this soon.

he basically said that he feels that we don’t click. like he’s the piece to my puzzle but i’m not the piece to his. he also said that it has nothing to do w/ me and i’m amazing but it is that it is. and no, it not an excuse to break up cuz he would have been did that without talking to me first.

he said he was explaining the situation to his day and his friend and they said that they don’t feel the vibe / energy between us.

i don’t know what to do other than keep being myself. i keep thinking this is my fault but he says it’s not.

i’m so torn, i can’t stop crying. a year and 3 months down the drain. i really don’t want to start over with anyone else, i don’t wanna delete our pics, his number, social media, ugh !

plz help w/ advice, insight, anything!

and i’m sorry this was so long !

xoxo