Help me make up my mind 😘

Hi everyone ..... so I’ll be 40 in January which doesn’t worry me as I think I’m quite a young mum !

I have a 13 year old and a 4 year old from two not great relationships but my boys are amazing and so proud of them ! Since March I have met an amazing man who has his 8 year old full time and when we are all together it feels amazing like a proper family ! He is six years younger than me and since being with him all I want is another baby ! He would be so happy and I would too! I have had a few v early miscarriages with my youngest sons dad and one I think quite recently and now worried I not able to have one ! I think if it’s meant to happen then it will! As this has never crossed my mind before !

Just wanted to get that off my chest and get some love of you guys !? Thanks xx