Got my damn period while taking a pregnancy test 🤦🏻‍♀️

I honestly have lost count at how many negative tests , I’ve seen . At 26 years old & I have never been pregnant . My husband & I have been trying for 2 long heartbreaking years . This morning as im sitting on the toilet , praying to god that I don’t get my period . It comes , while im taking a fucking pregnancy test . I cannot stop crying 😢 Im so fucking tired of this infertility battle . Its so hard to deal with this fight . I am trying so hard to keep my faith in God but I am really starting to hate him .I feel so bad for feeling like this sometimes but its just so unfair !! How can women who kill their babies constantly get pregnant but I CAN’T 😪😪😪😤😤😤 I’m so defeated . It just breaks my heart that I may never get to carry my own child naturally .

** IVE HAD A HSG, BEEN PRESCRIBED CLOMID, LOST 20 lbs, HUSBAND HAD A SPERM ANALYSIS, WHICH WAS EXCELLENT SO I KNOW ITS NOT HIM, WE ARE CURRENTLY STARTING THE IUI/IVF PROCESS ... its just still hard to accept that getting pregnant on my own may never happen 😤**