Lately my boyfriend has been distant and not talking much. He’ll go HOURS without texting me. Now we don’t talk 24/7, but we usually exchange a couple texts every couple hours. We both have anxiety and worry about the other so we like to send “❤️❤️” to let each other know we’re okay, but he hasn’t been doing that. So I’ve been worried that he’s losing interest, or getting interested in someone else. And we’ve briefly talked about my feelings but I couldn’t shake it. And then last night I had a dream he had been seeing someone else for months, and when confronted he dropped me like I wasn’t shit. So I woke up up in my feelings about it. I told him I was so upset because it was like everything I’d been worrying about turned out to be true.

And I do trust him, I truly believe that he’s faithful and wouldn’t cheat on me. But ya girls got anxiety, shark week is approaching, and I’m always reading all these stories in this app about women finding out their men are cheating. I’ve also been cheated on in EVERY single relationship I’ve been in. In the beginning of our relationship we had some problems, we BOTH flirted with others. Neither of us expected it this to be serious. I’d been after him for YEARS (almost exactly 2 years actually) so when it finally happened I was waiting for it to end, but enjoying it while it lasted. It also started as FWB, we both had feelings but weren’t ready for relationships. So it was a really rocky start, and things aren’t perfect now. So I do worry here and there, but I do really trust him. Sometimes you just need that reassurance though. And this is what I got this morning. ❤️