I think I'm....going to die? UPDATE
I'm young (21), healthy, and have no underlying diseases. I dont have cancer. And I'm not deathly Ill. But I have this gut feeling, and I'm calm about it, that I'm going to die soon. I dont think it's going to be from Illness or anything like that but I have this feeling that I'm going to die, like im going to be killed or something. I had this feeling for about 2 months now that my time is almost up. I'm okay with it oddly enough I have a weird peace about it. Well, strange things have been happening. Last week someone I know and am very close to who I know has the ability to see things. He had informed me that he saw me getting stabbed and even saw my funeral. He says hes seen this multiply times and he didnt want to say anything to me about it but he felt like he needed to. (I didnt tell him about my feeling). My mom also told me shes had this horrible feeling since I've been born that someone is going to take me and do something awful to me. (She also doesnt know about my feeling). The past month or so I have had recurring dreams of my death and getting stabbed. Am I going crazy? I dont feel like I am. But is the universe trying to give me a warning? Anyone been through or heard of something like this?
Okay I just went to add that no, I'm not panicked about this or obsessing over it. Nor am I depressed. It's just an odd feeling. I hope it's wrong. I guess this was more of a vent than anything. I'd also like to add my mom told about her feeling after I came over and could tell something was wrong with her. Her and I are very close so she tells me a lot of stuff. She told me about her feeling and said it had gotten worse here the past few months.
I left my abusive husband a few days ago. I'm not sure if that's where the feeling stemmed from. But since I've felt that feeling is gone. I'm sure it had something to do with it. Hes still begging for me to come back. Anyone have experience with this? How did you get through it? When did the begging and pleading stop?
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