tell me I’m not alone

Julie

I’m 3 days away from AF and I have been testing like mad. It’s more of a compulsion, really. Like if I test early I don’t let my hope build up so I don’t get crushed when AF shows up, if that makes sense. And I KNOW you’re not really out til AF shows up but I just feel like I should be having some sign of a positive on a test. It’s so hard and I know lots of other people are in the same boat. Sorry to let my word vomit out but it helps.