Drug dealer boyfriend

I’m with my boyfriend of 9 months and I’m questioning if he’s the one. I’ve known him for a year and we’ve been together for 9 months. He’s not a good guy. He’s a drug dealer with no actual goals or ambitions. When I ask what he wants his life to be when he’s older he just says that he wants to get off the streets but he’s not doing anything to lead up to it!! In fact he’s doing the opposite and planning to deal in different cities. But I like him😭 I never fall for guys but he kept me on my toes and I’ve started to fall in love with him. And he says he’s in love with me. He fights for me when we argue and shows me that he cares most of the time. hes so sweet to me and he’s the perfect guy for me to go to if I ever need a place to sleep at or some advice and support. All I do is think about him and I wanna see him all the time. It’s hard because I’ve got really strict parents and I know... a drug dealer boyfriend and a good girl with strict parents isn’t the best combination. I know I could never tell my parents about him. They would kill me!!! I’m still young, 18 to be exact so am I right to say I’m too young to date and expect a marriage out of it? Especially from a guy like him? What me and him have is good and I love what we have. We vibe and the sex is amazing but I’m scared that once I get older I’ll want more out of this relationship like moving in together and starting a family. I can see it happening but it won’t if he isn’t even planning to get a proper legal job. I don’t discriminate drug dealers because not everyone has it easy but hes not even trying. He dropped out of school he has no grades. I’m trying my best to convince him to go to college and try something new. But he just isn’t taking his life seriously... he can’t be dealing all his life and I can’t be with a person like that in the future. Right now it’s fine because I’m still young and I’m no place to judge as I’m not working myself and I’m in further education but if he doesn’t grow out of his old ways I can’t be trapped in it and my only solution would be to break off the relationship and be heartbroken😭girls please help me! Don’t judge!! What do you think I should do😫