Trying not to be hopeful

So we’ve been ttc all year knowing my husband was going to be deployed for a year at the end of the year. And nothing.

I was ovulating just a week before he left. I’m three days before my expected cycle and it’s night time.... I took a test and it does look like there is a faint line.

Obviously I’m going to have to wait a few days and take another. But I really want it to be positive. Soooo Bad.