Last night it finally happened!

... We had sex half a year after our daughter was born 🙈

In all seriousness, it's been a struggle. Getting in the mood is hard enough with a baby around (Jesus, she's a lot of work!) and I've been scared as fuck to have sex in the fear that I might get pregnant again. Not sure why, as I was successfully on the pill for 11 years before we decided try for our daughter 🤷🏻‍♀️

pregnancy and birth asnt awful as such, just unpleasant as fuck. So I'm not sure why I'm so freaking scared of it happening again. But I've been so scared. So I've kept my distance to my husband and life has just been going on.

But last night I really felt how much I missed him. I cuddled for a good while and I just wanted him. And it was so freaking great to get that feeling again!

I see so many who can barely wait to have sex again. I've felt i was alone with the fear of getting started again and just not wanting sex at all for half year. So in case there is anyone out there like me, I just wanna let you know you're not alone. And it's actually pretty great once you get back to it 😊