Am I the only one?

That gets so excited and lets her imagination run away and fantasise when there’s a chance I’m pregnant? Atm I could be pregnant and it’s unrealistic/selfish for me to keep it. I’m almost 18, single, I don’t have any income, almost finished high school and live with my mum. But I’m still on this app researching EVERYTHING looking at all the baby things😩 Baby fever is real. I guess it’s just my animal instincts, like genetically I’m craving to be a mother. Anyone else get all silly and head in the clouds like this??