Needing some positive vibes

No clue why but I am so scared to take a pregnancy test. My husband and I are TTC I have pcos and this month I have had so many pregnancy symptoms. The weird ones were my abs were sore, cramps on and off, breasts and nipples so sore I wake up when I move at night. I'm emotional, missed my period my temp is staying high.

I'm so afraid to test. Half my brain says im definitely pregnant and the other half is like girl weve been trying so long itll probably be another BFN.

Any one have any stories like this that may help me?? :/