I had made a post a few days ago about my fiancée of 4 years never helping me with my children..

Long story short from the last post I have a 3 year old and a 6 month old and I’m a full time mom, I never leave anywhere and my babies are constantly with me 24/7, and my fiancée doesn’t help me a bit. He’s constantly on his phone and practically ignores me as he’s scrolling down on Facebook watching videos.

To update that situation, I tried to talk about how I felt 2 days ago and he said he was sorry and he was gonna change, then today comes around and he’s back on his phone. My 6 month old is crying extremely loud and I’m TRYING to use the restroom and all I hear is my little baby crying & guess what he’s doing? ON HIS PHONE. I’ve been dealing with depression for a bit now because of this. I keep reminding him about it

Even when I’m feeling depressed I still wake him up EVERYDAY for work and make his lunch every single day, I put aside MY feelings just to make him happy and it seems like he just can’t do the same for me. I keep telling him to give some attention to me and the kids, and he tells me “well I’m bored so I go on my phone” I get so frustrated because all I want is family time and he’s not getting it, or he just doesn’t care.

Not only that I cannot stand the way he talks to me, if he’s feeling annoyed for whatever reason and I happen to talk or “annoy him” he tells me to “shut the fuck up” and he complains because hes “stressed out” from me not giving him any sex 🤷🏻‍♀️ and honestly I haven’t . The way I’m being treated is horrible, I cannot lay down in bed with him knowing that he makes time to have sex but can’t even make time for his family.

Then he makes this joke “you know I’ve thought of leaving you just so I can have sex with someone else since I’m not getting none” mind you my children are right there and I looked at him and said “are you serious right now? You think that was funny” I walked off and he told me he was just playing. This is the type of guy I’m dealing with. I dedicated almost 5 years to this man & I get treated like I don’t mean shit to him. I don’t know what to do or say at this point. Im so depressed I can’t even sleep at night or want to eat because of how I get treated. I do everything for this man, I sacrificed everything for him just to be treated like this.

The point for this post is to blow off some steam and to also get advice on what everyone thinks.. I really have nobody to talk to about this, this app is the only way I can go and blow off some steam